memories
i read all these journal entries and a surge of happiness reminds me how much i still love you
you took it all away and now its back again
you let me go too
i knew before we even got close that this could happen
well, you'll be happy without me...
i would like to hit your sweet blood out of your gushing lips
grind my bruising knuckles into your gumline
it would be most pleasurable
i tricked myself into loving you to avoid other pains, but in the ended it only added more
feels like a waste now but it wasnt
i learned of another world where i knew i could possibly capture a life im with someone who actually cares
do you stil